Sunday, May 11

Cool!!

another cool thing that happen.. as all know, tml which is like now, it's mothers' day rite.. at le meridian, i was like struggling with the 2 options, go home early, or fellowship.. i loved to fellowship, but since it's mothers' day, i wanted to do something too.. (cuz later my mum sad ar.. haha..) then, we went dao huay..(ryan's favourite) before that we went paragon the muji shop.. those who went were me, loo, ryan, ruilin, junwei.. sheeting, nicole and kim joined later.. everything was so fun.. den we took a bus to dao huay place.. after some time, i duno why i juz looked at the time on my hp.. 9.55pm.. i think god hinted me to go home, before it's too late.. so me and kim went off.. we were talking while walking.. den i told her the vision i had during service, the one where pastor jeff ask us to think of.. as u all know, my brother's disabled.. so my vision is that my parents become strong christians and we stand in a circle, praying for my brother, and miraculously, he starts walking.. how cool can it be when it happens.. *looking forward*.. den we started talking, kim told me that her mum is in lighthouse church.. den we carried on talking.. okok.. here comes the cool part(answered prayer!!).. normally shops closes at before 10.30 rite.. by the time i reach dhoby mrt station is about 10.30 alr.. den i really wanted to buy something, or at least a cake.. so i was praying on the mrt that i am able to buy the cake.. it normally takes at least 20 mins to reach sengkang mrt station.. i am like "haix.. think can't make it le la".. surprisingly, it takes abt 15 mins to reach my station.. and that prima deli about to close, but isn't close yet.. so i rushed in to buy.. thank god!! me and my dad helped one another to bluff my mum, that i will reach home at about 12 plus la.. and helped me to carry out this surprise successfully.. lol.. den when i place he cake, some flowers around the cake, and placed the candle and the "happy mothers' day" thingy on the cake, i went to "blackout" the whole house.. i didn't know they were like watching ghost show while i did the tripped the electricity of my house la.. haha.. my mum came out, saw me standing there, and was like "ni xia dao wo la, wo kan gui xi kan dao yi ban lei".. but she was happy and surprised in the end.. woo.. [sad thing is, i forget to take picture of the cake.. the cake looks very nice and yummy-looking :)] oya.. another thing.. my subsidy for camp fee was approved.. den i just paid $70.. lucky ar.. not for that, i wouldn't have money to pay for the cake loh.. haha.. and, while doing the collection of money for camp, i am like super stressed!! i am afraid i will lose the money, etc.. before i completed, i am like super hungry.. cuz i only ate abt 1 pack of maggi for the whole day, and was like having gastric.. but as i have to complete and give to my DA asap, i have to delay my dinner.. but everything is worthwhile.. God made me feel more useful in his kingdom, and that i think he is telling me that "you're not useless my child".. cuz i always thinks that i am useless, never done well in my studies, and that god never use me.. and that i depends more on him, and prayed that "i am doing this for you lord, help me to do this to my best.. " [and that ryan!! keep stressing me up.. stupid.. lol.. i know u will read this post!! lol..]

1 more banana.. 1 more tpjc y-hoper..

His name is Melvin Tan.. while ushering, he dao-ed me.. haha.. a bit shy shy type.. den he left early, if not can interact more.. but in the future, i believe that i can and will talk more to him.. hope by that time he's not that shy already.. haha.. usher normally sit at the back, so when it's altar call, i was like seeing if melvin is raising his hands.. and he raised his hand the first time the pastor asked if anyone wanna accept christ.. woohoo! thank God!! he raised before the time where friends will speak to the visitors.. cool..

Friday, May 9

Reflector - planetshakers Since i've found your love I've never needed anything to fill my heart Even when i fall You're always there with open arms to pick me up From the start i knew No one else could make me feel the way you do Everyday i want to grow Just a little bit closer, just a little bit closer I want to be a reflector I want to shine with your glory I want to let the whole world know that you're Living in me I want to burn with your fire Shine my light a little brighter I want to let the whole world know that Jesus Lives in me
today i didn't went for bio extra lesson, den must produce mc.. grr... so i went to the doctor.. and he says i got low blood pressure.. omg.. "People who have lower blood pressures have a lower risk of stroke, kidney disease, and heart disease." omgomg!! all this from a medical website.. "or example, if insufficient blood flows to the brain, brain cells do not receive enough oxygen and nutrients, and a person can feel lightheaded, dizzy, or even faint. Going from a sitting or lying position to a standing position often brings out symptoms of low blood pressure. This occurs because standing causes blood to "settle" in the veins of the lower body, and this can lower the blood pressure. If the blood pressure is already low, standing can make the low pressure worse, to the point of causing symptoms. The development of lightheadedness, dizziness, or fainting upon standing caused by low blood pressure is called orthostatic hypotension. Normal individuals are able to compensate rapidly for the low pressure created by standing with the responses discussed previously and do not develop orthostatic hypotension." lucky i not so jia lat.. Loo: go see doctor ar.. in case.. ok? always headache or feel dizzy not good de..
The great commission: [Matthew 28:16-20] 16Then the eleven disciples went to Galilee, to the mountain where Jesus had told them to go. 17When they saw him, they worshiped him; but some doubted. 18Then Jesus came to them and said, "All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. 19Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in[a] the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, 20and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age." after cg that day, i finally and somehow know how to go about asking ppl alr.. not only asking abt if he/she want to go to church or not.. if he/she says no, ask why.. find out the reason, and know more of the person.. and most importantly, ask god to help u, for u are fulfilling his will.. i am stepping outta my comfort zone.. "Lord, i had tried my best will you do the rest?" God, bless me while i am doing ur job, Amen!

Tuesday, May 6

too tired to post anything these few days le.. but i will study for the kingdom of God, even if i feel like giving up at times.. like times when i feel so stupid to not understand certain things, when ppl gimme the explanation i am asking for, when there's so much to do, when................. but it's during these times, where i learn to depend on god more!! even when i am so stupid at times to forget that.. wisdom, wisdom, strength, strength..

Sunday, May 4

Hey ppl!! remember to save up for camp ok?? Early bird registrations is $120 and ends on the 10th May..[7 more days!!] anything later than that is $130.. so sign up early.. But new believers(from month of march onwards) will receive early bird privileges till 9th June.. So ppl, save up for camp!!
omg!! today i just left my phone at the nasi lemak stall.. omg omg.. how can i be so forgetful?!! lucky vincent and the rest were queuing behind me la.. omg.. thank god!! thank god!! if not,, i really duno this phone will end up where le.. and when they took my phone, they took this photo.. haha.. it took me sometime to process why they took this photo.. lol.. eeyer.. this sucks.. haha.. i got bluffed by nicole, vincent, ruilin and the others!! i never left it at the stall.. grrr... vincent!! u are gonna get it from me!! argh.. if nicole never tell me ar.. i wouldn't have know la!! stupid!!

Friday, May 2

i went to swensen with loo and tham.. haha.. michelle loo treat lei.. and the food is nice.. we're like choosing the flavours for the ice-cream, topless 5, see the picture below.. tham is trying to remember what ice cream we had decided to order..

Thursday, May 1

on the way to tm for dinner..

This is what i do when i feel like giving up while studying.. or when i am super worn out..

My nephew.. so cute..

this is how stupid clement can be..

our heron mascot.. ahaha.. so stupid..

God's Yellow Pages

Let your fingers do the walking thru the Bible: http://web2.airmail.net/dpelc/yellow/

Study cg...

Today, ryan initiated a study group.. he called everyone from both 2a and 2b... but in the end, other than shee ting, zhu yin and livert, everyone went.. but cai xuan left after shepherding.. it's like it became 2b study care group.. after studying at wei en's house, we all went to have our dinner.. we wanted to eat the ___ food.. i duno wad is it called.. the order from menu that type.. haha.. nvm.. but the coffee shop have so many ppl waiting for their food.. we waited there for very long, until about 8.30 or so, then we decided to go to tampines mall to have our dinner.. when we went to the tm food court, we saw other Y-hopers.. Dennis loh, one other guy and Jacqueline.. i think that's how to spell their name.. they are like super noisy , and super funny.. The girl was like saying she tried eating Redoxon and it starts foaming.. another guy tried last time, somemore, it's with water.. worst.. and wad's more!! Dennis loh tried that in the food court.. haha.. wei en took a video of it.. and he face was like super funny at that moment.. when i saw other Y-hopers, i have a sense of belonging.. i dunno why.. but just the family kinda belonging.. it's so warm.. haha..
i am stepping out of my comfort zone for you, letting go of me, holding on to you.. i will make u the center of my life, surrendering my all & responding with all i am..