Tuesday, July 29

super suay!

Omg.. today super suay la.. early in the morning get scolded by another GP tutor.. grrr.. of the 5 ppl who went to buy hotdogs, only i get scolded.. Unfair! But everything was fine after that la.. as in the day was fine, and i never sleep again! haha.. hope i will depend on God every single day, in every single thing i do.. gonna blog very short today.. cuz have to do some stuff la.. yea..

Monday, July 28

there is no one like you..

There is no one like You

You are more beautiful Than anyone ever Everyday You're the same You never change, no never

And how could I ever deny The love of my Savior You are to me everything All I need forever

How could You be so good?

There is no one like You There has never ever been anyone like You

Everywhere You are there Earth or air surrounding I'm not alone, the heavens sing along My God You're so astounding How could You be so good to me Eternally I believe that'

You, You, You, You, You, You

How could You be so good to me? How could You be so good to me? We're not alone, so sing along We're not alone, so sing along, sing along, sing along

No one can be so good to me except you... you alone, make my day.. it may not be easy, but i want the inward joy and not happiness.. you alone, help me through all circumstances..

Centre of my life Let my walk speak loud And my words be true Let my life be whole With my eyes on you Lord I'm stepping out From the comfort zone Letting go of me, Holding onto You Freedom comes When I call You Lord You are Lord my God You are the centre of it all, The universe declares in awe Your majesty I surrender all I make you The centre of my life Lord, I respond with all I am you placed in me the song Of heavens melody Your Majesty I live to sing Your song I have found Your peace It replaces any fear You have done it all I can trust in you So I'm stepping out From the comfort zone Letting go of me Holding onto you This is your song not mine It is your song that bring healing to this land This is your song not mine It is your song that brings feedom Freedom comes, when I call you Lord Freedom comes, when I call you Lord You are Lord, my God You are the song You are the majesty I live to sing your song Your majesty I live to sing Your song
Lord, i really wanna bring glory to your name through my life.. If not, this life is wasted, the purpose is not fulfilled.. i wanna step out of my comfort zone, i am trying, to serve you.. more of you and less of me.. i also wanna put you in the centre of my life, the reason of my every doings.. But i need your help in this, cuz by my own strength alone, i doubt i am able to fulfill that.. Here in the power of Christ i stand..
In Christ Alone - Michael English
In Christ alone will I glory
Though I could pride myself in battles won
For I've been blessed beyond measure
And by His strength alone I overcome
Oh, I could stop and count successes
Like diamonds in my hand
But those trophies could not equal
To the grace by which I stand

In Christ alone I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory let it be said of me
My source of strength, my source of hope
Is Christ alone

In Christ alone will I glory
For only by His grace I am redeemed
Only His tender mercy
Could reach beyond my weakness to my need
Now I seek no greater honor
Than just to know Him more
And to count my things but losses
To the glory of the Lord

My source of strength, my source of hope
Is Christ alone
Today God sustained me throughout the whole day.. It's really God! Yesterday, i slept very very late.. chiong-ing the Gp example bank until abt 3 plus.. Then i did my Quiet time until 4.. Waking up at 5.30 as usual for school.. 1h 30mins of sleep.. (less than half of my usual nap) Walking to school rather tired.. step into D105.. me and amanda prayed for one another.. pray that we depend on God more..
this is just so wonderful.. it's so touching, i cried again.. by having the faith of a mustard seed, God healed her.. paralyzed for 3 years since she gave birth to her daughter.. Her husband left her, but God is always with her.. So long as u believe, God can then do much more miracles in you, because u allow Him to do so... i pray hard that one day, one day my brother can be like that women... God is just so real.. so real in this world.. Why won't ppl believe? Do they want God to make them like this before they believe?

1 Thessalonians 5:16-18

16Be joyful always; 17pray continually; 18give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.

Sunday, July 27

Lord, i sing for you...
ALL TO YOU You called me Lord You know my name I'm standing out I'm not ashamed No, No I've searched and came up empty This world has nothing for me You are my one and only Chorus: I'm living my life for You And I'm giving everything to You Not holding back, from every part I'm giving it all to You You are the Lord of all I am And, I'll never be the same again I've searched and came up empty This world has nothing for me You are my one and only Chorus: Interlude: (Chorus 2x) (4x) I'm giving it all to You Take all of me

Saturday, July 26

Today's service...

Only God sees the real us.. No one can see, no matter how much we share.. He is the one whom i can talk most freely to, because He loves me just so much, He never discriminates me, He accepts all my weaknesses.. I am not saying my Cg ppl never have those qualities, but it just that no one is perfect la.. God is just God, when He say He never means He never, He accepts mean He accepts.. Woo.. so D personality.. D in this way is good! God is all DISC.. i wanna be firm when i am supposed to too... ok, back to the point, God really know me through inside out.. He also knows every single one of you out there, all your thoughts, all your actions, all your character, anything about you... Really.. He loves us so much.. Whose love can ever be compared to His? Human love, no matter how good it is, will fail us in some way or the other.. God's love never fails.. never.... He is always there for us, He never leave us nor forsake us.. We just have to open up our hearts, so that we can feel Him or let Him enter your hearts.. So let us experience this love every single day, every single moment of our life.. This song hit me the most during worship today...
Through It All You are forever in my life You see me through the seasons Cover me with Your hand And lead me in Your righteousness And I look to You And I wait on You I will sing to You, Lord A hymn of love For Your faithfulness to me I'm carried in everlasting arms You'll never let me go Through it all Hallelujah, hallelujah
God reminded me that the problems i face can be overcome easily with Him.. As long as i look to Him, depend on Him, wait on Him, He will help me through all these problems/troubles.. And in His everlasting arms, really hit me, at that time, i can really feel God protecting me, covering me, and assuring me that i am always His.. I feel so blessed at that moment... plus, the troubles i faced recently, without God, i doubt i will be here now.. (i dunno.. maybe..) All these really touched me a lot, really reminded me of how great is the love if God.. I cried and cried throughout this song.. God really helped me out a lot recently.. Ansel did not convert, i am not very sure of his decisions, as he says it's private.. so i shall not probe much.. But i believe that God will change him slowly, where he can feel more of God's presence and love.. i have faith! I believe so long as he still wanna come for services, he will definitely be changed by God some day... Soon!
the guy in white represents God.. the girl who was once so fortunate and blessed with god, got tempted by other things, and slowly left god.. but after all the troubles, she is back with God again..

Friday, July 25

What is love?

1 John 4:10 In this is love, not that we loved God, but that He loved us and sent His Son to be the propitiation for our sins.

Be Numbered Among The Undevourable

Be Numbered Among The Undevourable

1 Peter 5:8 8Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil walks about like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour.

The devil cannot just walk right up to you and rob you of your health, peace or family. He cannot just come into your life to enforce disease and destruction.

If the devil can do that, then he does not have to walk about “seeking whom he may devour”. He only has to walk straight up to the person he wants to devour and devour him! But since the Bible says that he goes about seeking whom he may devour, the truth then is that there are people whom the devil cannot devour.

You see, the devil goes about like a roaring lion trying to stir fear in people with his roars. But the people who are not devourable are those who refuse to be intimidated by his roars because they know that the true Lion of Judah, Jesus Christ (Revelation 5:5), has already come and destroyed him who had the power of death. (Hebrews 2:14, NASB) They know that the devil cannot do anything to them because the Lion of Judah resides in them, and that He is greater than the devil who is in the world. (1 John 4:4)

My friend, the Lion of Judah is in you. He has given you rights, privileges, authority and power. He has redeemed you with His blood. Therefore, everything about you and your life is redeemed by His blood. If you are fearful about losing your job, cover your job with the blood of Jesus. If you are worried about your children’s safety in these days of terrorist attacks, plead the blood of Jesus over them. If you have received a bad report from the doctor, speak the blood over yourself.

Whatever you have covered with the blood of Jesus, God declares, “Protected! Redeemed!” And the devil flees when he sees the blood. And when he flees, he takes with him sicknesses, diseases, pains, sufferings, destruction and loss. Once the devil knows that you know who you are in Christ and what you have in Him, his days of intimidating you are over, and you are numbered among the undevourable!

God Wants Your Household Saved

God Wants Your Household Saved

Acts 16:31 31So they said, “Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and you will be saved, you and your household.”

When God got you saved, He didn’t just have you in mind — He had your whole family in mind! That is why His Word says, “Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and you will be saved, you and your household.” Now, this does not mean that once you believe on Jesus, your family members are automatically saved. What it means is that you have opened a big door for God to move into your family’s life and to touch every member of your family.

So don’t worry about your unsaved dialect-speaking grandparents. God knows how to reach out to them. I have a relative who speaks only Cantonese, and could not go to church because she was very old and her legs were weak. But Jesus appeared to her in a vision and spoke to her in perfect Cantonese! She never encountered Jesus, but knew it was Him and understood what He said to her. After that encounter, those who have visited her have been amazed by her knowledge of Jesus.

Even up to the very last moment, God will reach out to your unsaved family members. This happened to my late maternal grandfather who used to make fun of me being a Christian. On his deathbed, he was gasping for air and was in great discomfort. He couldn’t die peacefully. My mother, who was with him, told him, “Dad, just say, ‘Jesus, forgive me.’ Call on Jesus.” My grandfather remained hardened and in great pain. But at the very last moment, he cried out, “Jesus, forgive me!”

You see, my grandfather had no time to pray the sinner’s prayer. But God says that “whoever calls on the name of the Lord shall be saved”. (Acts 2:21) Jesus will find every excuse to save a person. My mother saw the peace of God come upon my grandfather's face after he had called out to Jesus, and he passed away peacefully.

God’s desire is for your entire household to be saved. Right now, your family may be giving you a hard time, but because you are a Christian, a big door has been opened for your Daddy God in heaven to touch them!

The Sure Symbol Of God’s Love

The Sure Symbol Of God’s Love

Romans 5:8 8But God demonstrates His own love towards us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

Imagine this scenario: Your car tyre blows and you are late for work. At the office, you find out that someone else got the promotion you had been hoping for. Then, you receive a call from home informing you that your kitchen pipes are leaking again. Before long, you hear a voice telling you, “If God loves you so much, how come all these things are happening to you?”

Perhaps you are asking the same question today and wondering if God really loves you. Well, I want you to know that you must never judge God’s love for you based on your circumstances. No, look at the cross instead! The cross is the sure symbol of God’s love for you. It is at the cross that “God demonstrates His own love towards us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us”.

A teenager learnt that the cross indeed spoke of how much God loves her. At one point in her life, she was contemplating suicide as the only way out of her loveless, messed-up life. She had intended to take some pills with a lethal dose of alcohol. She was all ready to die when she started clicking aimlessly on some MP3 songs on the Internet. And of all the songs that were on her screen, she picked a beautiful song written by one of our church musicians.

The lyrics of the song, sung by one of our church vocalists, spoke of being held by God’s love and being treasured in His sight. They touched this teenager. Sensing that an awesome God with His amazing love was reaching out to her, she abandoned her plan to kill herself. Not long after that, she found our church and met the person who had sung the song. She eventually came to know how much God loves her and how He has demonstrated His love for her through the cross.

Beloved, when you look at your life and find yourself wondering if God really loves you, look at the cross and see God’s outstretched arms. It will remind you of how much He loves you!

That time after QT, i recovered from flu, today after QT, i recovered from headache.. haha.. headache is like worse thing i can ever get, cuz NO panadol! so God is a panadol i am not allergic to.. haha..

All For Love

All for love a Father gave For only love could make a way All for love the heavens cried For love was crucified Oh how many times have I broken Your heart But still You forgive If only I ask And how many times have You heard me pray Draw near to me Everything I need is You My beginning, my forever Everything I need is You Let me sing all for love I will join the angel song Ever holy is the Lord King of Glory King of all All for a love a Saviour prayed Abba Father have Your way Though they know not what they do Let the Cross draw man to You

TO YOU Darlene Zschech HERE I STAND FOREVER IN YOUR MIGHTY HANDS LIVING WITH YOUR PROMISE WRITTEN ON MY HEART I AM YOURS SURRENDERED WHOLLY TO YOU YOU SET ME IN YOUR FAMILY CALLING ME YOUR OWN

CHORUS: NOW I, I BELONG TO YOU ALL I NEED YOUR SPIRIT YOUR WORD YOUR TRUTH HEAR MY CRY MY DEEP DESIRE TO KNOW YOU MORE IN YOUR NAME I WILL LIFT MY HANDS TO THE KING THIS ANTHEM OF PRAISE I BRING HEAVEN KNOWS I LONG TO LOVE YOU WITH ALL I AM

(CHORUS)

I BELONG TO YOU man, i love this song.. i really thank God for protecting me all the time, especially in times where i fell.. that's the advantage of knowing God.. haha.. He will protect you wherever you go, 24/7.. i want to live my life fulfilling His commands, living with His promise, claiming His promise for us.. and also, i really want to surrender fully to Him, telling Him "i am yours".. to begin with, i am His.. and i will never leave Him.. cuz i love Him and He loves me too.. He even died for me la.. that's the greatest love no one can ever ever find except through Jesus Christ.. God also place me in this spiritual family, where everyone is just so genuine, so loving.. helping each other to grow right with God, and even grow closer to God.. Everyone is just so supportive, so caring, so sweet... =) God is not the bossy kind, He humbled himself to died for us.. furthermore, He called us His child.. See the closeness in that relationship? Yea.. Thank God.. the whole of the chorus actually represented my heart's cry for God.. i belong to Him, and i wanna live my life in such a way that all i need is His spirit, His word and His truth.. No other things shall i desire except Him.. I really wanna know Him more for i cannot understand His mind fully, my mind is limited + i am slow.. -.- i also wanna bring glory to His name always.. i will try hard no matter what.. God also knows our heart, He knows what we are thinking.. God definitely knows i wanna love Him with all i am... No one is perfect, not everyone can love everyone, except God.. That is why, i can feel so right with God, so comfortable in His mighty hands.. i feel protected, feel cared, feel loved, feel peace, feel just so good with Him.. the feeling of having Him with you is just so so so different compared to not having Him around you... We may not feel Him, not because he left us, but it's because we chose to leave Him, even for just that short period of time.. He promised us that never will he leave us or forsake us.. this is from calista's blog again(haha... no need copyright la hoh..): okie, church today was totally awesome!! im just so amazed by the sermon! live life must be ZAI!~ go toilet in e middle of service oso must be zai! hahahaha!! Anw, ya, the point is dat the way we carry ourselves is very important. and that we should be zai! be classy! speak classy, walk classy, behave classy! why? because our daddy God is a King! and that makes us princes and princesses! have u seen royalty speaking vulgarities? speaking broken english? walk as though they have a broken back bone? or even living life as though they are despised by the whole world? no!! and dat's precisely why we ought to have high self-esteem, high self-worth!
anw, just share with you guys some revelations i've got last week...
did it ever cross ur mind to wanna wake up one day and realise u have super powers? ya, i was actually hoping to have super powers one day while watching tv and Holy Spirit just asked me," what do super heroes do?" and my reply was.. "to use their gifts to help others?" den Holy Spirit said," haven't I already given u gifts to help others?" and it just came to me that, "ya hor! why din i realise ah?" okie, i noe. this revelation a little bit kiddy. but it's still cool la! hahaha!
another thing God told me this week is that He realli loves me. it's like every day i will hear God say," my dear, I love you." sometimes even more than once per day. and the feeling is just so amazing becox many ppl onli have head knowledge but no real experience. I just feel so privileged that i've many experiences of God working in my life all these years.
okie okie, 1 last thing b4 i head 2 bed. God just asked me bout 2 days back.. Where's your house? And where's your home? where do you run to when u're happy/sad? notice.. house is a building, home here is refering to a place where one finds rest. Maybe u guys can think bout this question and tell God ur answer too. hmm.. my home? physical house is of course where i am staying now la.. yes, my parents and brother did provide me with all i need physically, mentally and all la.. but as i said before, god created a god-shaped hole in all of us.. a hole that can only be filled by God.. so my home is somewhere not on earth, a place where i am able to meet God.. Not exactly do i have to die to go to heaven and see God.. But He is around all the time, He is my home.. As long as He is with me, i feel that anywhere seems like my home.. (sounds like dog lei.. everywhere is home, but it's true la.. ) the feeling u will only received only if you are with God..

Tuesday, July 22

Argh.. forget it.. i shall obediently go for that college road run.. but i will still hope that it rains.. Rain, rain, don't go away, come tml.. yea man..
Rain down
Looks like tonight, the sky is heavy Feels like the winds are gonna change Beneath my feet, the earth is ready I know its time for heaven's rain, it's gonna rain Cos it's living water we desire To flood our hearts with holy fire Rain down all around the world we're singing Rain down can you hear the earth is singing Rain down my heart is dry but still I'm singing Rain down rain it down on me. Back to the start, my heart is heavy Feels like it's time, to dream again I see the clouds, and yes I'm ready To dance upon this barren land Hope in my hands Do not shut, Do not shut, Do not shut the heavens But open up, open up, open up our hearts Give me strength to cross the water Keep my heart upon Your altar Give me strength to cross this water Keep my feet don’t let me falter

Can Christians be demon possessed? How can Satan influence believers?

Why Christians cannot be possessed

When a Christian receives Christ as their personal Lord and Savior, the Holy Spirit enters that Christian's body, soul and spirit. God has claimed that person for His own and as a result, demons cannot occupy the same place as the Holy Spirit. Satan knows this, and that is why he tries so hard to get to people first and have his demons or demonic influence control or affect that person.

The reality of spiritual battle

Even though the Holy Spirit has entered the “new Christian,” demons can certainly try to plant thoughts or to affect the thinking process of an individual.

I remember a story that a famous evangelist told about a day he was in his office, and he was in his quiet time reading and studying. From out of nowhere, he noticed vile, lewd sexual thoughts coming into his mind. He was absolutely taken by surprise by this, but knew just what to do. He went into the office next door, which was his associate's office, and asked him to pray with him to banish these “darts” from Satan. With the prayer offered, the darts ceased at that time, and his mind was able to get back to the studying and reading he needed to be doing.

Now, I do not think that Satan is behind every bad thing that happens to people, or that every bad thought comes from the devil. But I do believe the Devil and all his demons are looking for people that they can affect with their “darts” and look for the weakness in that person and send their “darts” precisely at that point. Many times he is successful. We see over and over again and again, “good” people failing sexually and becoming involved in immoral situations. Even some of our friends, relatives or acquaintances have been affected. Some tell about it to others and in doing so are asking for help in the situation. Others do not tell and let themselves get further and further into trouble. Before they know it, they have committed sin, and they have their lives in shambles.

Look at Peter, and what he did, and how he was affected. Peter was a saved person. He was a “rock” for Christ, but he still denied Christ three times. Why? Well, it certainly wasn't reasonable to think Peter went from being such a “rock,” to being a wimp for Christ, in such a short time. He had to have been affected by some sort of demonic suggestion or demonic involvement.

In the case of Ananias and his wife selling their property and lying about how much they got and how much they gave, Peter himself asked them why they had allowed Satan to fill their hearts to lie to the Holy Spirit. They were Christian believers, but they lied and were swayed from the truth and the good of what they were doing. That is Satanic influence.

Many of you, I am sure, have had thoughts come into your mind, and you cannot figure out where they came from. Where does temptation come from? Well, you know it comes from the Devil, so it also shows that we have to be on constant guard and have our “shields up” at all times.

As one author puts it, Demons cannot live in Christian hearts, but they perch on Christian shoulders and whisper in Christian ears.

As we realize, the demons and Satan himself can be literally “perching on your shoulder,” we also must realize we cannot just go through each day doing the same old thing and not growing in the Lord and realizing his power. We need to constantly build our “arsenal” of defense, by studying His Word, memorizing His Word and giving the Holy Spirit within us the weapons to help fight our fight against this formidable enemy.

Christians, unfortunately, think just because they have turned their lives over to the Lord and had the Holy Spirit come into their lives, that they are safe. Satan loves to hear this. He has a good chance of wrecking that Christian's life, because he is so powerful.

Christians are not building their arsenal. Christians are not “in training” to ensure they are ready to do battle with demons or the devil himself. Christians today seem to do just enough to stay “status quo.” The reading and praying that the majority of Christians do is just enough to keep their knowledge and battle expertise at the same level as the day they gave their lives to the Lord.

I have heard this question asked many times in my lifetime. While the answer is quite straightforward, “NO!”—a Christian cannot be demon possessed—there are other things that by demonic intervention can affect a Christian. Let's look a little deeper into this situation.

National research supports this statement. Our Christian community at large watches more television every day than reading or praying. Our young people, generally speaking, are the same—little Bible time or prayer throughout the week, but they have all their socials, extracurricular activities and the like. They are not growing in the Lord and strengthening themselves for the battles ahead.

We must realize that Satan has a plan for our lives, just as God has a plan. Both are going to fight for each and every one of us. God is the stronger of the two, we know that, but He also tells us what we need to do, and how to do it, and what will happen if we do what He tells us to do. However, if Satan can interfere with that advice and get the person off track and keep them off track, he will probably win the battle.

Put on the full armor of God

Most of us know what the plan of defense is. We have a full set of armor ready and available for each and every one of us. God says with this armor we are to face the enemy and stand. God has fashioned a plan of defense.

  • We are to gird ourselves with the truth. It is a belt to guard our middle part. It is what God has spoken. This is what will strengthen us mightily.

  • We must wear the breastplate of righteousness of integrity, of moral rectitude and right standing before God. This covers the area of the heart and lungs. No arrow of the enemy can penetrate this perfect protection.

  • Other parts are also accounted for in that our feet should wear the good news of the Gospel; it makes us firm footed and mobile against the enemy.

  • Then we should always have our shield of faith, confidence in the entire work of Christ on our behalf. This can turn away ALL enemy attacks, even though they may be flaming missiles.

  • Our head is a vital spot; a shining helmet is provided, the helmet of salvation.

  • We have the offensive equipment in the sword, the Word of God, the Bible, the Holy Scriptures, with these we can strike out against the enemy.

  • However, with all of this, we need to consider prayer as a supporter of the whole armor of God.

Sounds simple doesn't it? If so simple, then why are the majority of Christians not outfitting themselves with God's armor? Well, I believe this again is part of the Devil's plan. If he can keep our lives so jumbled, so busy, so busy, so confusing, then we will “not have time” to get the armor or be able to put it on. The outcome? Sin! We are doomed to come under the full attack of the devil and his demons.

The reality of what you cannot see

It is interesting to see some of today's society believe in things they cannot see, smell, taste or feel. Today we are told of the different rays from the sun that can go into our eyes and damage the nerves and lose some of our eyesight. Yet, we respond to a scientist, who tells the general public this is what they have found and to do what they are told and buy certain sunglasses to protect their eyes and wear sun screen to protect against the “cancer inducing rays.” Yet, mention to some Christians that there are demons running around trying to affect them in some way, and they will look at you as if you have a third eye or the like.

Christians must realize they are in mortal danger without the armor of God. Satan's time is running short and he knows it. He will be “pulling out all stops” in an effort to get back some of the most dedicated Christians we have. He will be working overtime to derail new Christians; another group that if you tell them about demons is not spiritually mature enough to understand what you are talking about.

Jesus knew about demons and about Satan. He conversed with demons in casting them out and even conversed with Satan when He was tempted by him. Jesus knew the power of Satan and his demons.

Powerful beings

Even though the disciples were given power to cast out demons, there was the one time they could not cast the demon out. This occasion supports the fact that demons are very powerful entities. This particular demon, Jesus said, had to have a different type of approach to get him to leave the person. We just don't give enough credence to the fact that Satan and his demonic army are very powerful adversaries and must be recognized and dealt with on that basis.

When the world saw Saddam Hussein do what he did in Kuwait, and the world said enough is enough. and we must do something against him, nobody underestimated him. General Schwartzkoff certainly did not underestimate him. There were huge forces of troops and equipment sent in. Many countries' forces were amassed to ensure there would be enough power to do what was necessary.

In the same light, each and every Christian needs to realize the power of the devil and his demons. They ARE there. They ARE here. They DO put thoughts into your mind, your brain, into your thought processes.

Yet, if we know this and take the appropriate action, we can be the winners.

If you could only have seen and talked with the people that I have, who have been controlled by demonic forces, you could see the first-hand proof of demons and their work. Some of the tragedies of today, with mothers or fathers killing their babies, or fathers sexually abusing their children, or other horrors, are being blamed on a newly discovered type of “syndrome.” Well, I am going to tell you point blank, there may be some syndromes floating around that lawyers or juries can blame these horrifying tragedies on, however, I believe there is only one person behind all of these things and he is the Devil himself and his accomplices.

So, while I gave you an absolute “NO!” to answer the question, “Can Christians Be Demon Possessed?” I hope I have shown you how Christians can be affected in every aspect of their life by demon-induced thoughts or suggestions.

I also warn you not to get paranoid and think every thought you think is being affected by a demon. But do be aware that where you do not have the spiritual armor on, there is the possibility that you could have thoughts being planted by “spiritual darts” from the enemy.

The answer to all of this is fairly simple. Jesus gave us His way of dealing with things, and what we should and should not do. If we approach things with the attitude of learning how Jesus would react to your situation or what He would do in this situation, you are on safe ground. Like I mentioned before, put on the armor and pray, pray, pray, and then pray some more.

Invest your time in prayer; it pays dividends that are out of this world!!!

5. Warfare—Praise The Lord and Pass the Ammunition

Spiritual Warfare collage. Illustration copyrighted. When you became a Christian, you stepped right into the heat of an age-old battle. You have a three-fold enemy—the world, the flesh, and the devil. Before you became a Christian, you floated down stream with the other dead fish. But now, God has put His life within you, and you will find yourself swimming against a three-fold current. Let's look at these three resistant enemies.

First, the world. When the Bible speaks of the "world" in this context, it is referring to the sinful, rebellious, world system. This is the world that loves the darkness and hates the light (John 3:20), governed by the "god of this world" (2 Corinthians 4:4)—the "prince power of the air" (Ephesians 2:2). The Bible says the Christian has escaped the corruption that is in the world through lust. "Lust" is unlawful desire, and is the life's blood of the world—whether it be the lust for sexual sin, for power, for money, for material things. Lust is a monster that will never be gratified, so don't feed it. It will grow bigger and bigger, until it weighs heavy upon your back, and will be the death of you—see James 1:15.

There is nothing wrong with sex, power, money, or material things, but when these become predominant in God's sight, the Bible calls this "inordinate affection" (Colossians 3:5). We are told, "Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man loves the world, the love of the Father is not in Himwhoever is a friend of the world is an enemy of God" (1 John 2:15, James 4:4).

The second enemy is the devil. As we have seen, he is known as the "god of this world." He was your spiritual father before you joined the family of God (John 8:44, Ephesians 2:2. Jesus called the devil a thief, who came to kill, steal and destroy (John 10:10).

The way to overcome him and his demons is to make sure you are outfitted with the spiritual armor of God listed in Ephesians 6:10-20. Become intimately familiar with it. Sleep in it. Never take it off. Bind the two-edged sword to your hand so that you never lose its grip. The reason for this brings us to the third enemy.

The third enemy is what the Bible calls the "flesh." This is your sinful nature. The domain for the battle, is your mind. If you have a mind to, you will be attracted to the world and all its sin. The mind is the data-processing control panel for the eyes and the ears. It is the center of your appetites. All sin begins in the "heart" (Proverbs 4:23, Matthew 15:19). We think before we sin. This happens because we don't think before we sin. The Bible warns that lust brings forth sin, and sin when it's conceived brings forth death. Every day we have life, we have a choice. To sin or not to sin—that is the question. The answer to the question of sin, is the fear of God. If you don't fear God, you will sin to your sinful heart's delight.

Did you know that God kills people? He killed a man because he didn't like what he did sexually (Genesis 38:10). He killed a husband and wife because they told just one lie (Acts 5:1-11). Knowledge of God's goodness—His righteous judgments against evil, should put the fear of God in us, and help us not to indulge in sin.

If we know that the eye of the Lord is in every place beholding the evil and the good, and that He will bring every work to judgment, we will live accordingly. Such weighty thoughts are valuable, for "by the fear of the Lord, men depart from evil" (Proverbs 16:6). Jesus said, "And I say to you, my friends, do not be afraid of those who kill the body, and after that have no more that they can do. But I will show you whom you should fear: Fear Him, who after He has killed, has power to cast into Hell; yes, I say to you, fear Him!" (Luke 12:4-5).

i have experience it.. the spirit is just so true in my life.. there was a period of time, when i am too stressed over studies, when i chose to see my own limitations and depended on myself in whatever i do.. going to school at that time is like no more god with me that feeling.. slowly, it's as if i chose to leave god.. went to caregroup and prayer meet as usual.. yes, everything seems alright till it comes to praying.. praying in tongues.. at that point of time, i tried praying in tongues, but i can't.. i can choose to "fake" it.. but pointless la.. praying in tongues became not natural, cuz the spirit isn't with me.. But now, after i chose to depend on god for my studies, submit my studies into His hands, trust Him in every single thing i do, i now walk to school with that godly confidence.. Now while praying in tongues, it became so natural once again.. the spirit is with me, cuz i chose to return to Him.. i can now see the difference.. problems have really brought me closer to god.. problems have increased my faith in God.. (that's what i prayed for the other time.. god answered it..) God is always with us.. It is a matter of us opening our hearts to god, us trusting Him..
Yea.. tml i am not going.. My eyes are swollen now la.. grr.. blessing in disguise.. i can catch more sleep.. yea! muahahaha... but eyes swollen also very xin ku.. cuz my eyes small enough alr + the swell = even smaller eyes..
i don't feel like going tml!! i dread waking up earlier than now, i dread taking that long journey... to reach bedok before 7am, i have to leave house like before 6am!! which means i have to wake up at 5!!! i want to sleep.. argh! 7.40am reach east coast? can't the school let us reach later? didn't they think of those students who stayed far? omg.. this really sucks.. i don't mean to whined.. but 5 am and earlier lei! i wanna cry le la.. u will see a panda tml..
Jesus, you are my king.. In all i do, I honour you.. Amazing love you have given me.. A king who have chosen to die for you and me.. It's my joy to honour you.. In all i do, let me honour you.. Everything is possible with you!
Here in your presence

Found in Your hands, fullness of joy Every fear suddenly wiped away here in Your presence All of my gains now fade away Every crown no longer on display, here in Your presence Heaven is trembling in awe of Your wonders the kings and their kingdom are standing amazed Chorus: Here in Your presence, we are undone Here in Your presence, Heaven and Earth become one Here in Your presence, all things are new Here in Your presence, everything bows before You Bridge: Wonderful, beautiful, glorious, matchless in every way Wonderful, beautiful, glorious, matchless in every way Wonderful, beautiful, glorious, matchless in every way Wonderful, beautiful, glorious, matchless in every way

Monday, July 21

a yes is a yes.. a no is a no.. God don't like lukewarm ppl... He will spit you out.. (haha.. Get fine in singapore for spitting..) Don't pretend to be for God if you are not for God.. Don't be a hypocrite.. That's what i think..
Before QT, i prayed that not only will i received words from God, but also refresh me (for i am tired) and also heal me ( cuz i have flu and felt rather sick).. After QT, i walked to my study table, sat down.. I realised that i am refreshed and also, the flu is somewhat gone, have not been feeling the way i felt before QT and also i am not sneezing alr.. Yea.. Thank God..
THE STAND
You stood before creation Eternity within Your hand You spoke the earth into motion My soul now to stand You stood before my failure Carried the Cross for my shame My sin weighed upon Your shoulders My soul now to stand So what can I say What can I do But offer this heart O God Completely to You So I'll walk upon salvation Your Spirit alive in me This life to declare Your promise My soul now to stand So what can I say What can I do But offer this heart O God Completely to You So I’ll stand With arms high and heart abandoned In awe of the One who gave it all So I’ll stand My soul Lord to You surrendered All I am is Yours

When i........ You.......

When i am tired, you refresh me.. When i am scared, you surround me, assuring me that you are always with me.. When i feel lonely, you told me you will never leave me or forsake me.. When i think i am unable, you told me you are able.. When i think things are impossible, you told me, with you around, anything is possible.. When i am straying away, you told me to stand strong.. When i am studying, you told me to think of you.. When i start to worry about anything, you said under no circumstances should i worry.. When i am preparing for test or before entering the exam venue, you held my hands, giving me the godly confidence.. When i think me future will not be any better, you told me that your plans for me are good and i should trust in you.. Lord, i thank you for always being there for me, 24/7, i will be able to find you, telling you all my troubles and worries.. Lord, i thank you for listening to all my cries and complains... thank you, i love you.. but your love is so great, so great that i couldn't understand it completely.. At times, i depended on my own strength, didn't submit fully, getting further from you, all these have hurt you so much, you must be so disappointed.. I am sorry Lord.. Your love never fails me, but mine love does fails you.. I will give in all my best to not disappoint you ever again.. Remind me of what i have said today.. These are my heartfelt words Lord.. You know my heart... Lord i thank you, i thank you for all you have done...
I was asking and praying to God to extend the deadline of the Gp project.. Cuz not only there is not much time.. and me and sheeting was like discussing on sunday night.. So thank God that the Gp project, which is supposed to be due today, is postponed to wednesday.. More time to do! Yea!

Sunday, July 20

Bryan reminded me: Pray hard tonight.. Get the confidence from God.. Know that He backs me.. God, i wanna be spirit-led.. My desire.. Help me to rely on you.. Help me not to be nervous..

I'm Forever Yours

I give my all to you

Send me and

i will go for you

To the ends of the earth

I'll follow after you

I want the world to know

Your love endures forever

Tell me and i'll obey

This is far greater than sacrifice

Trusting you and not myself

Will always lead to blessing

Lord have your way in me

Not my will, yours be done

Here i stand within your presence

Longing for your touch

A thousand days cannot compare

To one day in your courts

Hold me now and never ever let me go

My jesus, my precious saviour

I'm forever yours

I will worship you forever

I will worship you

i have this urge.. To take a whole, complete caregroup photo... Thank you Lord for this wonderful family, who are always there when i needed them =) Covenanted Caregroup.. Let us be more open in our lives.. Let us grow more and more towards you.. So strong that the devil can't enter.. Lord.. Let my studies be a good salt and light.. Let me grow closer to you day by day.. Help me to surrender completely.. Revive me Lord with your passion once again, i wanna care for others, like Jesus cares for me, let your rain fall upon me.. Help me Lord, without u, i feel so empty.. That hole in my heart will never be filled without u.. See me heart's desires... Only u know what i need best.. No one else can touch my heart like u do.. i can search for all eternity long.. and find there is none like you..
Anointing flows down.. Seeing how pain shee ting's left leg is, now my left leg also pain le.. =( Muscle ache!
God's plans for me are still unknown.. All i know is, as long as i give in my best, God will make a way for me.. I love You Jesus, Deep down in my heart!

We are happy ppl...

Cai xuan so unglam.. Zhu Yin like so emo.. Shee Ting looks studious.. Bryan dunno doing wad.. Pui wah and amanda dunno looking at what.. I dunno why i so happy..

Who is Jesus?

Who is Jesus? HE IS JESUS WHO IS HE? IN CHEMISTRY, HE TURNED WATER TO WINE. IN BIOLOGY, HE WAS BORN WITHOUT THE NORMAL CONCEPTION; IN PHYSICS, HE DISPROVED THE LAW OF GRAVITY WHEN HE ASCENDED INTO HEAVEN; IN ECONOMICS, HE DISPROVED THE LAW OF DIMINISHING RETURN BY FEEDING 5000 MEN WITH TWO FISHES & 5 LOAVES OF BREAD; IN MEDICINE, HE CURED THE SICK AND THE BLIND WITHOUT ADMINISTERING A SINGLE DOSE OF DRUGS, IN HISTORY, HE IS THE BEGINNING AND THE END; IN GOVERNMENT, HE SAID THAT HE SHALL BE CALLED WONDERFUL COUNSELOR, PRINCE OF PEACE; IN RELIGION, HE SAID NO ONE COMES TO THE FATHER EXCEPT THROUGH HIM; SO. WHO IS HE? HE IS JESUS! JOIN ME AND LET'S CELEBRATE HIM; HE IS WORTHY. IN GOD I'VE FOUND EVERYTHING! The Greatest Man in History Jesus had no servants, yet they called Him Master. Had no degree, yet they called Him Teacher. Had no medicines, yet they called Him Healer. He had no army, yet kings feared Him... He won no military battles, yet He conquered the world. He committed no crime, yet they crucified Him. He was buried in a tomb, yet He lives today. I feel honored to serve such a Leader who loves us!
2 songs God just reminded me..
Oceans will part..
If my heart has grown cold There Your love will unfold As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand When I’m blind to my way There Your Spirit will pray As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand Oceans will part nations come At the whisper of Your call Hope will rise glory shown In my life Your will be done Present suffering may pass Lord Your mercy will last As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand And my heart will find praise I’ll delight in Your way As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand Still.. Hide me now Under your wings Cover me within your mighty hand When the oceans rise and thunders roar, I will soar with you above the storm. Father you are King over the floods, I will be still, know you are God Find rest my soul In Christ alone Know his power In quietness and trust
While Shee Ting helped me pray for me, God spoke to me lots... - isn't my grace sufficient for u? - i will slowly lift your burdens... One by one... - I am all-powerful.. (I as in God himself) - I have the wisdom u need..
Rmb what Michelle loo said.. Treat EVERY problems as an opportunity.. Take this time to really really depend on God!

NEVER!

SPIRITUAL WARFARE!!! This really sucks.. But i believe through this, We will really depend on God more.. In this way, We will defeat the devil.. In this way, the devil will not be standing at the side, gloating at us and God.. Never! Even if i feel dry, even if i feel attacked, even if i feel far from God, I will NEVER forget the love God have given me.. NEVER will i not believe in God.. NEVER will i give up this love of God.. NEVER will i stop seeking God.. NEVER EVER! I will persevere to the end.. I strongly believe the others will persevere too... So, satan, you will NEVER win!
Yea.. 1 soul saved.. i am so glad i asked her down for service.. May Yee.. congrats!! Though she's J2 from NYJC, but it's still a soul! haha.. Her friend, Doreen, didn't convert though.. Will continue to work on her.. =) God touched May Yee.. Thank God.. God planted a seed in Doreen.. Thank God.. Give thanks to the Lord your God in ALL circumstances... My ONLY audience, my Lord my God... nah.. shall not be selfish.. haha.. OUR GOD... lol..

Friday, July 18

2 not-confirmed visitors.. 2 souls for u to work with Lord.. the rest is up to you.. pray that you will make your presence clear to them, touch their hearts like nvr before.. Lord, i entrust them into ur hands.. Amen.!

Thursday, July 17

If God is willing to send His one and only son to the cross, what more can He not give? God is a generous God... God is a loving God... He love us so much that His plans for us are the best, so what we can do is obey, trust that He will bless us with His plans.. Our limited mind will never comprehend God's mind.. Cause we will never understand how much He loves us, how much grace He has given us.. This is where FAITH comes into the picture.. Do we have faith in God in EVERYTHING?

Our God is an awesome God, He reigns from heaven above, With wisdom, power and love, Our God is an awesome God!

Our God is an awesome God, He reigns from heaven above, With wisdom power and love, Our God is an awesome God!

Too much of something is not good... I gotta balance things out.. Emotions are not sins, but how u carry out ur emotions will determine if u are sinning.. I just got bitten by dunno what insect.. So itchy...

Tuesday, July 15

As time goes, i can really see the devil's at work.. You will start seeing people backsliding, people further and further from God, people who don't wanna seek God, and many many more.. The devil is real "hardworking"... As Christians, should we just sit back and watch? Time is running out... We have declared war against the devil, so we shall continue to fight this war till the very end.. No giving up halfway, No retreating.. If God is with us, who shall be against us?
How i wish every day is a Saturday... It will be possible in the future... I will persevere till then... The road may be tough, But i will never ever regret the choice i have made..

Because He Lives...

God Sent His Son, They Called Him Jesus; He Came To Love, Heal And Forgive. He Lived And Died To Buy My Pardon; An Empty Grave Is There To Prove My Savior Lives. Chorus: Because He Lives I Can Face Tomorrow Because He Lives All Fear Is Gone Because I Know He Holds The Future And Life Is Worth The Living Just Because He Lives How Sweet To Hold A Newborn Baby, And Feel The Pride And Joy He Gives; But Greater Still The Calm Assurance: This Child Can Face Uncertain Day Because He Lives. And Then One Day I'll Cross The River; I'll Fight Life's Final War With Pain. And Then, As Death Gives Way To Vict'ry, I'll See The Lights Of Glory And I'll Know He Reigns.

Footprints in the sand...

When u depend on God to do things, things will seem much easier, for God is by your side, taking the extra burden away from you, and putting them onto His shoulders.. It is definitely a privilege to know God and also, you will never regret knowing God.. So what are u waiting for?

Footprints

One night a man had a dream. He dreamed He was walking along the beach with the LORD. Across the sky flashed scenes from His life. For each scene He noticed two sets of footprints in the sand. One belonging to Him and the other to the LORD. When the last scene of His life flashed before Him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of His life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times of His life. This really bothered Him and He questioned the LORD about it. LORD you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me. The LORD replied, my precious, precious child, I Love you and I would never leave you! During your times of trial and suffering when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you.

Sunday, July 13

I'm Forever Yours...

I'm Forever Yours

I give my all to you

Send me and

i will go for you

To the ends of the earth

I'll follow after you

I want the world to know

Your love endures forever

Tell me and i'll obey

This is far greater than sacrifice

Trusting you and not myself

Will always lead to blessing

Lord have your way in me

Not my will, yours be done

Here i stand within your presence

Longing for your touch

A thousand days cannot compare

To one day in your courts

Hold me now and never ever let me go

My jesus, my precious saviour

I'm forever yours

I will worship you forever

I will worship you

This is the song i want to sing to God, for it really echoes my heart desires now!

My cry to God!

HELP ME to love the unlovables... HELP ME to increase my burden for people... HELP ME to bring glory to your name... HELP ME to reach out to people effectively... HELP ME to depend on you more.. HELP ME to trust in you more... HELP ME to see the goodness in everything... HELP ME to give thanks to you in all circumstances... HELP ME to increase my faith in you... HELP ME to be spirit-led.. HELP ME to be more courageous... HELP ME to start every single day with you... HELP ME to study for you and only you... HELP ME to be patient... HELP ME to be wiser... HELP ME to be a good salt and light... Help me Lord..! I really wanna change to be more like you... I want you to turn my weaknesses into strength.. I want to submit my life to you, completely surrendered.... I cry out to you..! Hear my cry...

No time left !!!!!

Tml's Monday! Rmb the core team prayer meet? Ppl's hearts will be soften on monday and onwards.. Completion of schools, completing TPJC, is now possible.. So let's not waste any more time! There's like a few weeks left to end of CG08.. Coming 2 services are ESS.. Start now!!!! Bananas.. Remember during camp, we mentioned a number? if u all remember.... 3/4/5 J1s? Leave a cg behind? Or no more bananas? Put in your best.. God sees your effort... Prayer works!

Tuition cancelled! Thank God!

It's just so good to trust in the Lord, for He always paths my way... This morning i am supposed to have maths tuition.. Since yesterday, i have been telling my mum, today morning, i dun wanna have this tuition.. i feel drained, so tired of it.. But they keep telling me all sorts of reasons.. i feel that they do not understand me at all.. They may see it from a different point of view, i dunno.. plus yesterday night, i do the online evax thing la.. That's what i do almost every night, if there are ppl for me to talk to.. So yesterday's was until 3am.. I was like telling God, God help me, i really dun wanna have tuition today.. even if i go there, i will waste the session, i see no point for tuition today, i dunno what to ask the teacher, i have no qns.. Normally, if the tuition is cancelled, the teacher will call to inform.. But No, this morning, i wake up as usual.. prepared for tuition, but at the back of my mind, i keep telling God that i really dun wanna go for tuition today.. In the end, i went to the house, press the doorbell thrice.. No one opened the door, my mum called her once, she never pick up her phone nor did she called back.. So yeah.. I really feel that God understands me the most.. He knows what i feel the most.. No one else can know me so well, not even my parents.... He knows us that well, because He created us, because He knows our future, and He has the best plans for us!

Share this love with people... GO!

Love of God is just so great.. why ppl just dun wanna accept it? i wanna help u, i wanna share with u this love, why dun u wanna accept it? i dun wanna leave ppl behind, why dun u wanna accept my offer? God die for us lei.. for our sins.. aren't ppl a little moved? completing the schools, GG08.. here i come!! just whack!! hurhur... courage, faith, i'll take from God.. cuz i dun have it if i find from myself.. Only God can give me.. =)

My aim! Fear no more!

I am afraid to outreach fully.. That is also why Bryan repeat the story of Peter stepping out of the boat after coreteam meet.. God told me during service/meet.. He remind me of part of story.. John denied Jesus 3 times.. This goes to show that he did not really have the courage and also did not have faith in God totally.. After Jesus resurrected, the disciples believed strongly in Him.. They even went to spread the gospel to everyone.. God asked me, don't u believe in me fully? don't you have faith in me? don't u believe if you go out to evax, i will help u and be with you? All these really slapped me la.. From today on, i am so gonna depend on God on things i do.. Gonna increase this little faith, this little courage i have.. So that i can become a woman of God.. My aim is to do things with God's strength, depending on God fully.. God will teach me how to do it someday.. I believe....

Saturday, July 12

How humble is humble? Be like Jesus....

[Philippians 2:1-11]

Imitating Christ's Humility
1If you have any encouragement from being united with Christ, if any comfort from his love, if any fellowship with the Spirit, if any tenderness and compassion, 2then make my joy complete by being like-minded, having the same love, being one in spirit and purpose. 3Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. 4Each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others.

5Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus: 6Who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be grasped, 7but made himself nothing, taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness. 8And being found in appearance as a man, he humbled himself and became obedient to death— even death on a cross! 9Therefore God exalted him to the highest place and gave him the name that is above every name, 10that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, 11and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.

Abraham tested..

[Genesis 22:1-19]
Abraham Tested
1 Some time later God tested Abraham. He said to him, "Abraham!" "Here I am," he replied.

2 Then God said, "Take your son, your only son, Isaac, whom you love, and go to the region of Moriah. Sacrifice him there as a burnt offering on one of the mountains I will tell you about."

3 Early the next morning Abraham got up and saddled his donkey. He took with him two of his servants and his son Isaac. When he had cut enough wood for the burnt offering, he set out for the place God had told him about. 4 On the third day Abraham looked up and saw the place in the distance. 5 He said to his servants, "Stay here with the donkey while I and the boy go over there. We will worship and then we will come back to you."

6 Abraham took the wood for the burnt offering and placed it on his son Isaac, and he himself carried the fire and the knife. As the two of them went on together, 7 Isaac spoke up and said to his father Abraham, "Father?" "Yes, my son?" Abraham replied. "The fire and wood are here," Isaac said, "but where is the lamb for the burnt offering?"

8 Abraham answered, "God himself will provide the lamb for the burnt offering, my son." And the two of them went on together.

9 When they reached the place God had told him about, Abraham built an altar there and arranged the wood on it. He bound his son Isaac and laid him on the altar, on top of the wood. 10 Then he reached out his hand and took the knife to slay his son. 11 But the angel of the LORD called out to him from heaven, "Abraham! Abraham!" "Here I am," he replied.

12 "Do not lay a hand on the boy," he said. "Do not do anything to him. Now I know that you fear God, because you have not withheld from me your son, your only son."

13 Abraham looked up and there in a thicket he saw a ram [a] caught by its horns. He went over and took the ram and sacrificed it as a burnt offering instead of his son. 14 So Abraham called that place The LORD Will Provide. And to this day it is said, "On the mountain of the LORD it will be provided."

15 The angel of the LORD called to Abraham from heaven a second time 16 and said, "I swear by myself, declares the LORD, that because you have done this and have not withheld your son, your only son, 17 I will surely bless you and make your descendants as numerous as the stars in the sky and as the sand on the seashore. Your descendants will take possession of the cities of their enemies, 18 and through your offspring [b] all nations on earth will be blessed, because you have obeyed me."

19 Then Abraham returned to his servants, and they set off together for Beersheba. And Abraham stayed in Beersheba.

This story also touched me.. God shows me how strong a faith someone can have.. I really yearn and desire for that kind of faith.. I know it will not come just suddenly.. I have to dwell longer and regularly in the presence of God, so that i can be more sensitive to the Holy Spirit.. In this way, my faith will then grow stronger... A relationship definitely have to be built.. It's easy to be contented.. But no, we should never be contented with our relationship with God, we should never be contented with our spiritual growth or our faith.. We should yearn for more and more and more.. haha.. Let's be greedy in front of God.. If we ask, God will give.. He loves us infinitely.. A love that we cannot understand fully....

Jesus walks on the water...

[Matthew 14:22-36]
Jesus Walks on the Water
22Immediately Jesus made the disciples get into the boat and go on ahead of him to the other side, while he dismissed the crowd. 23After he had dismissed them, he went up on a mountainside by himself to pray. When evening came, he was there alone, 24but the boat was already a considerable distance from land, buffeted by the waves because the wind was against it.

25During the fourth watch of the night Jesus went out to them, walking on the lake.

26When the disciples saw him walking on the lake, they were terrified. "It's a ghost," they said, and cried out in fear.

27But Jesus immediately said to them: "Take courage! It is I. Don't be afraid."

28"Lord, if it's you," Peter replied, "tell me to come to you on the water."

29"Come," he said.

Then Peter got down out of the boat, walked on the water and came toward Jesus.

30But when he saw the wind, he was afraid and, beginning to sink, cried out, "Lord, save me!"

31Immediately Jesus reached out his hand and caught him. "You of little faith," he said, "why did you doubt?"

32And when they climbed into the boat, the wind died down.

33Then those who were in the boat worshiped him, saying, "Truly you are the Son of God."

34When they had crossed over, they landed at Gennesaret.

35And when the men of that place recognized Jesus, they sent word to all the surrounding country. People brought all their sick to him

36and begged him to let the sick just touch the edge of his cloak, and all who touched him were healed.

This story has really reminded me lots and lots of things... 1) Have to take courage (that's what god told bryan to tell me and wei en), like peter have at least that little faith in God, that's why he chose to go on the water right? 2) Take the first step, God will do the rest - Peter took the first step of getting out of that boat.. If He has never step out of the boat, he can never walk on the water.. When you experience God's power, you can then do more things, greater things for God.. 3) Trust in God in all circumstances.. Be it rain/wind in verse 30.. Or any other things.. Trust God.. (This is what i have to grow in..) When you trust God fully, submit to Him completely, He can then bless you more! I want more blessings from God =) *greedy* *greedy* 4) We can clear our doubts if we depend on God, for God will defeat the evil ones.. (Satan, go back home! Don't come here! Shoo!) Satan so bad la.. Keep spoiling my plans de.. Grrr...