God, i thank you for always being there. my tower of refuge.. my shelter.. my own failures are enough to drown me.. but you are always there to offer you hand to pull me up.. help me to get back on track, to the track that i should be on.. i failed you many times, many many times, walk away, or never even go to you sometimes.. but you are still there waiting patiently for me to return.. really am grateful.. Thank You God..