Today is the one day where i had never fell asleep in class for any one time.. It's super rare.. haha.. Today volleyball for SPE, i hurt my little finger on my right.. It change colour le.. I'm chameleon.. haha.. Generally, Today was good! After school, after that maths structured, i went to cg.. the latest "news" i received was that cg will be at wei en's house.. i rushed to his house, waited outside.. Afraid that cg will change venue or maybe they are having worship, i started calling them.. But "network failed" is what i see.. After so long, it's like so irritating.. So i asked God to help me.. i really feel lost, not knowing where they are, and i wanted to go for it.. i tried opening wei en's wooden door, it's locked.. So i knew they were not in there.. But the phone cannot call out la.. So i went to sat at the table at his void deck.. wait, wait , wait.. waiting for them to pick up.. No one answered.. Then, i think for some time.. Ryan.. Yes, he sure answer the phone one.. So i called him.. and true enough, he answered.. haha.. thank god man! cuz i feel quite impatient at that time(i know i shouldn't, i repent..) talking to ryan on the phone, he ask me to walk the wrong direction la.. grrr... [Ryan.... If you are reading this....... haha..] it's like walk one whole round the carpark.. plus that heavy bag, heavy file... lol.. then, he say meet at bbq pit.. and the carpark is like so far away.. [k.. Ryan, you should read this la.. lol..] But thank God for him also.. At least he cares to come down from that dunno-how-many-storey carpark to come and find me, this road moron.. haha.. And helped me carry my files.. (he has no choice.. haha..) After i went for that cg.. Our whole cg saw rainbow....! it's so so so pretty.. Guys dun appreciate it.. i think.. Cuz it seems like only the girls are interested.. haha.. After the whole thing ended, we all went for dinner.. Yummy.. I went to buy a mp3 with my family after that.. A pink mp3.. haha.. pink mp3.. finally... my old mp3 is like.....suddenly all the songs can disappear one.. i dun like bus trips without praise and worship songs.. i feel so empty then... dunno why... Now, i am studying organic chem! So difficult! so many reactions to memorise!!! ARGH!! But i believed God will help me.. I have told myself, that i need to be, and i have to be a good salt&light.. From getting U's... to getting some grades much better.. Ppl may ask, how come......... how you improve.......... Then, i will tell them the reason........ =) And yes, as christians, we have to see the real value of studying.. If not, the purpose of studying is what? Get better jobs in future? will that be important when Jesus comes back?? No.. Jesus looks at how much effort you have made to become christ-like, He looks at our hearts.. Just like a normal relationship with friends or even BGR, you have to definitely put in effort, in order to strengthen the relationship.. Jesus, is also my friend.. So i will, and i must put in effort to lift His name up high...

Great is the Lord...
Great is the Lord and most worthy of praise,
The city of our God, the holy place,
The joy of the whole earth.

Great is the Lord in whom we have the victory
He aids us against the enemy.
We bow down on our knees.

And Lord we want to lift Your Name on high,
And Lord we want to thank you
for the works You've done in our lives.
And Lord we trust in Your unfailing love;
For you alone are God eternal,
Throughout earth and heaven above.