i realise i worry a lot this few weeks.. i feel so burdened.. 1) when i bring ansel to church.. whether he will convert, whether he feel god, whether he has really accepted christ, whether he has met god, whether he wants to commit to god, whether he wanna joins the group, etc etc.. 2) about my brother in hospital..[but he's getting well, will be discharged tml] whether he's getting well, whether he will feel better, whether he'll feel loved, whether he'll recover, whether his pain will be gone, whether he knows god, whether he wanna accept christ, whether i am able to bring him to know god, etc etc 3) jontay's cousin, thuogh i dunno him, but i found out my mum know his cousin's mum.. whether he will recover even when the doctors know nothing much abt the illness, whether the parents will accept christ, whether they'll trust in god, etc etc 4) about CG, whether ppl has met god, whether they have feel they are not left out, whether they feel loved, whether they are in tune with god, etc etc 5) studies.. whether i can do well in A levels with the current sucky results, whether i am able to enter uni, whether i can be a good salt and light, etc etc.. 6) my friends.. whether i can bring them to know god, whether i can open up their hearts, whether i am able to show them how great is god, etc etc 7) myself.. whether the songs i am choosing is right, whether the songs i am choosing are able to minister to the ppl, whether i am staying close with god, whether i am able to be a good salt and light for god, whether i can be what god has created me to be, whether i really trust god for all circumstances, etc etc. So much worries, no wonder i get so many pimples! but i rmb one sermon/teaching.. you'll worry because u dun trust in god's plan. u feel insecure of the future. we must rmb that god is always in control, no matter the outcome/circumstances. GOD IS IN CONTROL OF EVERYTHING.. rmb that.. now that i've know it in my mind, i have to apply it into my heart.. i shall throw my worries to god, for he says [1 Peter 5:7] Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.