Looking forward to the end of A levels.. who will not be.. i am so disappointed with myself.. normally, during exam periods, i will really grow much more.. but during this A levels especially, i don't seem to grow as much.. (excluding the sermons) i feel so wasted.. A level is a real good time for me to grow, yet i have wasted it.. how? i feel that my dependence on God during this period is insufficient.. That keeps me thinking of the results.. that i will not do well.. i never put in much effort & reap what u sow.. so, i won't do well? haix.. disappointed i may be, but i am not gonna let this affect the remaining walk.. God, i need the courage and strength..