today i woke up very early, cuz i got dreams of my a level results.. super scary.. i was so scared at that moment, everything just seemed so real.. i was scared, but at the same time, i got that assurance from God.. He said He hold my future, He has already paved my way long before i was born into this world.. i was afraid cuz i can't see my own future.. according to my own standards, i will never pass, i will not be able to enter into a course i want.. in addition, this course is only available in one uni, and there's only 75 places, though it's like a dumping ground.. i wonder how my results will be like.. i dread that day!