Many times we say God, i surrender my life to you... God i trust you.. I trust in your plans.. but is the trust a head-trust, or heart-trust?? When He carry out His plans, do we still trust in Him? His plans may or may not be pleasant to you at that moment.. But we all know His plans are there to prosper us, not to harm us.. Do we hold on to that promise God gave? Do we blame God for our situation and choose to walk away and go our own way? in the bible, job, though he did tell God his honest feelings, complain, but he still trust.. even if it means physical death, he will still choose God's way, because he knows that's the best way.. So when we say surrender our life to Him, it's a very big promise to God.. It's like a child telling the mother he wants a toy, but when the mother give him a toy, he got angry saying this isn't what he wants.. the child may think he's right, but how does the mother feel? "you want, i give you, now u blame me, and you dun want it.. what exactly do you want?" not a good example.. but u get the meaning la.. trusting is never easy, this is where faith comes in.. faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.. how strong is your faith? can it endure the uncertainties? we may question why this happen, but do we doubt God's motive for doing so?