so much to read! so much that i find it impossible to finish it before exams, with so many commitments.. super super stress.. there was once, i was dragging my feet to one of the cg.. i really dun feel like going, just because of studies.. but every time i drag my feet to cg/unit/service, at the end of it, i never regretted going. cuz i feel ministered by God (every time) i know that if i never go, i will regret. weird.. but yup.. amazing.. it's really hard to balance.. i was thinking, how i endure all these things? the cost of following Jesus is so so high.. but still, i am willing to give in my all.. God, i am willing.. just guide me every single time when i feel stress/when i feel that i cannot cope with my studies and all..