what to do????????? help me God, show me the direction, a specific one.. i really dunno how to do this... i feel so inadequate.. i want you to use me greatly, but now, i am struggling.. how God, how?? how to overcome this? what can i do to impact people? i really dun see how i can influence people..be it my sheep or my friends or my family.. i really cannot see it..... GOD...... i am so afraid.. it's just so uncertain.. i am very afraid when i see how hard my friends studied just now, but i have not started.. i am very afraid.. but i still know that you are always around.. i trust in your power to turn this situation around.. help me God, for i know i cannot do this alone..