i feel like i am losing out, i feel like i never study or work hard as all my other nursing friends does... but i really want to thank God that He pulled me through these 2 CAs, especially for physiology.. I tried to study, but it seems like i know nothing. and i never read the day before.. like slept through the night... but i thank God that i passed.. really.. His grace and mercy... it's miracle that i can score this paper... Thank God thank God!

what to do????????? help me God, show me the direction, a specific one.. i really dunno how to do this... i feel so inadequate.. i want you to use me greatly, but now, i am struggling.. how God, how?? how to overcome this? what can i do to impact people? i really dun see how i can influence people..be it my sheep or my friends or my family.. i really cannot see it..... GOD...... i am so afraid.. it's just so uncertain.. i am very afraid when i see how hard my friends studied just now, but i have not started.. i am very afraid.. but i still know that you are always around.. i trust in your power to turn this situation around.. help me God, for i know i cannot do this alone..

Solomon’s impact on his people made me wonder about our contribution to the world. We’re not concerned about impressing others with our possessions or abilities, but we all should want to make a difference in the lives of people. What if there was one thing each of us did today that caused people to praise the Lord? — C. P. Hia

This is the wish I always wish, The prayer I always pray: Lord, may my life help others It touches on the way. —Anon.

Christians are windows through which Jesus can shine.

i want to be someone God uses greatly.. i do not have the skills or abilities. But God, i wanna be used by you, to make a difference in people's lives.. especially those who have not come to know you personally.. i want to put the interests of others' above mine.. i always feel inadequate in touching the lives of people, i pray that you can equip me with all that i need.. i want to shine for you, in the midst of everything..

worrying doesn't add an hour to my life. it doesn't even help.. i realise this after many incidents.. and finally, i learnt to accept this into my heart, instead of it being head-knowledge.. one is the a level period.. was quite stress, due to many many U and S.. but continue to trust and God delivers.. then many things happen.. recently i was super worried over anyi, how is she doing, when to meet her, etc.. but i worry and worry and worry, but no results.. just when i put that worry down, and trust God, she texted me back, saying she's able to meet me, just when the bus was abt to arrive.. so i went, and everything wsas good and fruitful.. i love the time spent also.. so the morale of the story is, give your worries to God, and trust in His timing.. i am still learning to apply this more.. but i have the trust that He will provide.. :)

impart, impact, influence.. my ideals..

I RECEIVED THE SGH SCHOLARSHIP!! FINALLY!! i seriously thought that it's not possible to get it already. cuz the interview did not went well.. but i am super amazed, how i can get it when the nurses doesn't seems convinced during the interview.. woohoo.. really really thank God.. seriously.. kick the tuition aside! haha..