today sermon there's a point about signs for the second-coming.. the signs were quite scary, really can't imagine those points come to pass... so while wen jiang was talking about the signs, i was thinking, if i were to be tortured for 5 months, persecutions.... will i be able to hold on tightly to God? my reply to myself is yes.. but imagine that situation........ so now, i am gonna build myself up even stronger.. so that in times to come, no matter how hard the situations are, i will never never let go of God.. his love is the reason.. he can go thru all the sufferings on earth, why can't i? yup.. i wanna be ready for the second-coming..