today caregroup... the worship.. God spoke to me.. haha! he showed me: firstly, there's flood, then me and god was like side-by-side, i was like happy.. after that, is also flood, but this time, i was like struggling in it.. while struggling, i asked god where is he, den he appeared on clouds.. after that i dunno how, but i walk out of the flood, den walk up to the clouds.. haha!! he said "there will be lots of problems in life, but i may not be able to be with u physically to overcome these problems, but spiritually i will be with you.. i will always be with you, it's up to you whether you wanna go to him or not.." and the prophesy that part, after second song.. then, i wanted to share de.. but, i just feel so tongue-tied.. cuz i am the type of dun-dare-to-speak-up person... so after some time, sheeting shared, then someone confirmed it(i think).. then no one spoke up any le.. i still wanted to share, but still dun dare.. den i ask god, "god, if u want me to share, ask another person share lei".. after that, wei en start by saying "to conclude......" den i was like, "but i want to share, i dun dare... argh!!!!" den wei en shared what god spoke to him.. but i was thinking, after he share, i think he'll end the worship thing le.. the whole atmosphere is the kind of ending the whole worship session kind already la.. but then,!!!! rui lin suddenly spoke "to confirm the word,........." den i was thinking " wa god, i need to share le hoh.. rui lin is that 'another person' u sent right..." after that, i got the courage to share le.. i feel so stupid (after the worship) for asking god for this.. haha.. but in the end, stupid for good la.. haha!