As more troubles come, God, help me to hold your hands even more tightly.. i know i won't let go of it completely.. but i just don't wanna let go a single bit.. in the midst of all troubles, help me to be still and listen to your whisper, your guidance.. and also, help me be a good salt & light among my friends.. it's not easy to bring them.. help me to do it step-by-step.. MAAB.. i don't wanna rush it.. use me greatly.. i wanna be used by you...