i can die in one day.. after taking back all those disgusting results.. lol..

i admire that lady with so much courage, which can and only comes from God.. and her last sentence "Jesus cannot come back until the gospel is spread into the corner of the earth"

"Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound, That saved a wretch like me.... I once was lost but now am found, Was blind, but now, I see. T'was Grace that taught... my heart to fear. And Grace, my fears relieved. How precious did that Grace appear... the hour I first believed. Through many dangers, toils and snares... we have already come. T'was Grace that brought us safe thus far... and Grace will lead us home. The Lord has promised good to me... His word my hope secures. He will my shield and portion be... as long as life endures. When we've been here ten thousand years... bright shining as the sun. We've no less days to sing God's praise... then when we've first begun. "Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound, That saved a wretch like me.... I once was lost but now am found, Was blind, but now, I see.

Complete Here I am, Oh God I bring this sacrifice, my open heart I offer up my life I look to You, Lord Your Love that never ends Restores me again CHORUS: So I lift my eyes to you, Lord In Your Strength will I break through, Lord Touch me now, let Your Love fall down on me I know Your Love dispels all my fears Through the storm I will hold on, Lord And by faith I will walk on, Lord Then I'll see beyond my calvary one day And I will be complete in You

Cal·va·ry :

1.	Golgotha, the place where Jesus was crucified. Luke 23:33.

2.	a sculptured representation of the Crucifixion, usually erected in the open air.

3.	an experience or occasion of extreme suffering, esp. mental suffering.

Was finding ideas on games online, then after some time, started reading christian articles online.. and then was chatting with timothy, and the conversation still hasn't ended.. in the past, talking about my spiritual giftings, nic and shee ting did tell me how is it good, all those.. i understood at that time, not to feel discouraged all those.. Today, while chatting with timothy, we talked about our spiritual giftings too.. Suddenly, God spoke this to me, and reminded me some stuff.. He said this to me : see, everyone's different, everyone's special.. i have created everyone differently.. You are special.. look at my creation, it's just so wonderful.. at that point, i was really touched by God.. and i realised how am i different, and how great is God's creation.. Thank God for all u have created..

Blessed Be Your Name Blessed Be Your Name In the land that is plentiful Where Your streams of abundance flow Blessed be Your name Blessed Be Your name When I'm found in the desert place Though I walk through the wilderness Blessed Be Your name pre-chorus: Every blessing You pour out I'll turn back to praise When the darkness closes in, Lord Still I will say chorus: Blessed be the name of the Lord Blessed be Your name Blessed be the name of the Lord Blessed be Your glorious name Blessed be Your name When the sun's shining down on me When the world's 'all as it should be' Blessed be Your name Blessed be Your name On the road marked with suffering Though there's pain in the offering Blessed be Your name You give and take away You give and take away My heart will choose to say Lord, blessed be Your name

i will choose to say blessed be your name.. in good times and bad times, i want to learn to give my praise to you always.. Especially in bad times, i struggled, i feel down, but when i praise God for what He has done, You will find that special kind of joy.. [ for those who dunno God, you might be thinking, why i give thanks to God even when the circumstances i am going through may be unpleasant.. but all i can say is i love God, cuz He first loved us, that he went to the cross and died for us.. Sacrificial love.. unending love, grace, mercy, encouragement, care, blessings.. ] God has His own plans.. His plans is always good for us! remind me time and again, that you have the best plans for me, that no matter what i am going through, is your plans and you allowed it.. assurance you have give me time and again has helped me, lord.. i really want to thank you.. Every blessing You pour out I'll turn back to praise. When the darkness closes in, Lord, Still I will say, Blessed be the name of the Lord

Death race.. nice show.. a bit sadistic & gruesome, but happy ending.. haha.. 14K, Frankenstein, machine gun joe.. haha..

Breakfast at McDonald's

This is a good story and is true, please read it all the way through until the end! (After the story, there are some very interesting facts!):

I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree.

The last class I had to take was Sociology.

The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with.

Her last project of the term was called, 'Smile.'

The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions.

I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway. So I thought this would be a piece of cake.

Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning.

It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son.

We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone around us began to back away, and then even my husband did.

I did not move an inch... an overwhelming feeling of panic welled up inside me as I turned to see why they had moved.

As I turned around I smelled a horrible 'dirty body' smell, and there standing behind me were two poor homeless men.

As I looked down at the short gentleman, close to me, he was 'smiling'.

His beautiful sky blue eyes were full of God's Light as he searched for acceptance.

He said, 'Good day' as he counted the few coins he had been clutching.

The second man fumbled with his hands as he stood behind his friend. I realized the second man was mentally challenged and the blue-eyed gentleman was his salvation.

I held my tears as I stood there with them.

The young lady at the counter asked him what they wanted.

He said, 'Coffee is all Miss' because that was all they could afford. (If they wanted to sit in the restaurant and warm up, they had to buy something. He just wanted to be warm).

Then I really felt it - the compulsion was so great I almost reached out and embraced the little man with the blue eyes.

That is when I noticed all eyes in the restaurant were set on me, judging my every action.

I smiled and asked the young lady behind the counter to give me two more breakfast meals on a separate tray.

I then walked around the corner to the table that the men had chosen as a resting spot. I put the tray on the table and laid my hand on the blue-eyed gentleman's cold hand.

He looked up at me, with tears in his eyes, and said, 'Thank you.'

I leaned over, began to pat his hand and said, 'I did not do this for you. God is here working through me to give you hope.'

I started to cry as I walked away to join my husband and son. When I sat down my husband smiled at me and said, 'That is why God gave you to me, Honey, to give me hope.'

We held hands for a moment and at that time, we knew that only because of the Grace that we had been given were we able to give.

We are not church goers, but we are believers.

That day showed me the pure Light of God's sweet love.

I returned to college, on the last evening of class, with this story in hand.

I turned in 'my project' and the instructor read it.

Then she looked up at me and said, 'Can I share this?'

I slowly nodded as she got the attention of the class.

She began to read and that is when I knew that we as human beings and being part of God share this need to heal people and to be healed.

In my own way I had touched the people at McDonald's, my son, instructor, and every soul that shared the classroom on the last night I spent as a college student.

I graduated with one of the biggest lessons I would ever learn: UNCONDITIONAL ACCEPTANCE.

Much love and compassion is sent to each and every person who may read this and learn how to LOVE PEOPLE AND USE THINGS - NOT LOVE THINGS AND USE PEOPLE.

There is an Angel sent to watch over you.

In order for her to work, you must pass this on to the people you want watched over.

An Angel wrote:

Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.

To handle yourself, use your head.

To handle others, use your heart.

God Gives every bird its food, but He does not throw it into its nest.

recently, i keep praying for understanding.. like understanding what is written in that econs book, and also understanding the bible.. then God really answered me.. things i used to not understand, are now understood... though today's paper aren't easy to me, i didn't understand fully.. though i am afraid that my results may not come out good..(up to him) but i feel that today, i did the paper with god.. and i understand what i am doing more.. cuz normally, when i do gp, i will not know what i am writing, cuz i dun understand the passage at all.. at least today, i understand the passage, though i dun understand it fully.. and also for econs, normally i will have lots of free time, cuz i wun know what to write.. but today, i feel that i got not enough time, and i write until my hand pain.. and also god provided me with the strength and energy i needed.. 3pm is the time where i will just switch off.. but today, cuz it's during exam, so cannot.. normally, i will be super duper tired at 3pm and sleep.. but god help me pull through.. yup.. and now my hands are aching.. cuz econs + gp.. all needs so much writing! tml is chem + bio.. worst combination u can get in exams.. haha!

i dunno why i am prone to getting swollen eyes before exams.. last time, before some of the subject tests and exams, i will confirm get some kind of sickness de la.. yesterday, when i reach home after my gp tuition, sat down, wanting to study econs.. i feel that my eyes are dry and itchy/pain.. den i go and take a look in the mirror.. eeyer, my eyes starting to get swollen.. i could not concentrate on studying, cuz my eyes just couldn't take it.. (it makes me wanna sleep) i went back, sat down and pray.. after a few mins, it's ok, and i got the strength to study already..

1, 2, 3 Bible Song

One, two, three

The devil's after me

Four, five, six

He's always throwing bricks

Seven, eight, nine

He misses every time

Glory, Hallelujah, Amen!

Nine, eight, seven

I'm on my way to Heaven

Six, five, four

There's always room for more

Three, two, one

The devil's on the run

Glory, hallelujah, Amen!

In Christ alone I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory let it be said of you
My source of strength, my source of hope
Is Christ alone

The B-I-B-L-E

Yes, that's the book for me

I stand alone on the Word of God

The B-I-B-L-E

The Pencil Parable

koped from yingiet's blog.. The Pencil Maker took the pencil aside, just before putting him into the box. "There are 5 things you need to know," he told the pencil, "Before I send you out into the world. Always remember them and never forget, and you will become the best pencil you can be." "One: You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in Someone's hand." "Two: You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, but you'll need it to become a better pencil." "Three: You will be able to correct any mistakes you might make." "Four: The most important part of you will always be what's inside." "And Five: On every surface you are used on, you must leave your mark. No matter what the condition, you must continue to write." The pencil understood and promised to remember, and went into the box with purpose in its heart.Now replacing the place of the pencil with you. Always remember them and never forget, and you will become the best person you can be. One: You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in God's hand. And allow other human beings to access you for the many gifts you possess. Two: You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, by going through various problems in life, but you'll need it to become a stronger person. Three: You will be able to correct any mistakes you might make. Four: The most important part of you will always be what's on the inside. And Five: On every surface you walk through, you must leave your mark. No matter what the situation, you must continue to do your duties. Allow this parable on the pencil to encourage you to know that you are a special person and only you can fulfill the purpose to which you were born to accomplish.Never allow yourself to get discouraged and think that your life is insignificant and cannot make a change!

i am so glad that Jesus loves me.. so glad that He will never leave me or forsake me.. even in times or difficulties, or any other unbearable times..

look to His grace to do what you cannot do. Say, “Lord, I cannot, but You can!” Then, what you experience will not merely be behavior modification, but true and lasting inward transformation!

i really wanna thank si qi for always accompanying me, encouraging me, and always there for me.. and she bought me my favourite seaweed today! tao kae noi... u all should go try.. ya.. Si qi.. thank you lots!

woohoo.. tpjc is the cui of the cui of the cui.. worst school song + cheer + badge + uniform.. as for unglam CLs, tpjc still haven win yet.. but i believe they'll soon get it the next time round.. haha..

today is the day where i am 1 year old in this church, my relationship with god is 1 year old.. though it may seems like i am still small, but within this 1 year, i have received many many blessings from god.. not only answering of prayers, but also helping me out of difficult and tough times.. 1 year and still counting, i believe my relationship with god will last forever! yea! it's like i can't imagine it's like 1 year already.. i used to be in other churches, but will never stay more than 3 months.. mainly is because i had never knew that god is love and that Christianity is not just a religion, but a relationship with god.. when you know about this, u will definitely find that god is good, and most importantly, he loves you no matter who u are.. if u still dunno about god, i strongly urge u to come to church at least once.. u can call me a promoter of Christ, a fanatic, or whatever, i dun care, but i just want u all to at least experience this love from god.. trust me.. once u have discover this love, u will never let it go.. human love may fail u, but god's love will never ever fail u..

really wanna thank mrs gay for playing that movie.. it really really touch me life.. the movie is "facing the giants".. u all watch, den maybe also will cry.. haha.. Plot summary: From the award winning producers of FLYWHEEL, comes an action-packed drama about a Christian high school football coach who uses his undying faith to battle the giants of fear and failure. In six years of coaching, Grant Taylor has never led his Shiloh Eagles to a winning season. After learning that he and his wife Brooke face infertility, Grant discovers that a group of fathers are secretly organizing to have him dismissed as head coach. Devastated by his circumstances, he cries out to God in desperation. When Grant receives a message from an unexpected visitor, he searches for a stronger purpose for his football team. He dares to challenge his players to believe God for the impossible on and off the field. When faced with unbelievable odds, the Eagles must step up to their greatest test of strength and courage. What transpires is a dynamic story of the fight between faith and fear. Facing the Giants is a powerful experience for the whole family inspiring viewers to live with faith, hope, and love! God reminded me a lot of stuff: - i am made small and not so smart, so that He can show his mightiness and greatness through me.. - if u have decided to trust in god fully and completely, he can do all sorts of miracles for you.. the same power he used to raise Jesus Christ.. - pray to god all the time, giving thanks to him, when we win or lose.. - he place u in all sorts of difficult situations, so that u can be back or close to him.. closer than ever before.. - Never give up. Never back down. Never lose faith. - No matter how undesirable the situation maybe, trust in God, and also don't give up, for god still uses you... - you can do great things through god who strengthen you.. - god can really change your life for the better if only u obey him.. - fear not, by not fearing, god can use u more because u have not close the door.. - for every door god closes, he opens many other ways.. - give in your best and do things that honour god.. it's by choosing to honouring god, that these people can win the matches... - bible, the only answer to victory as it contains the truth.. - 3 memorable quotes: Grant Taylor: I want God to bless this team so much people will talk about what He did. But it means we gotta give Him our best in every area. And if we win, we praise Him. And if we lose, we praise Him. Either way we honor Him with our actions and our attitudes. So I'm askin' you... What are you living for? I resolve to give God everything I've got, then I'll leave the results up to Him. I want to know if you'll join me.

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Grant Taylor: You can't judge your father by his actions and yourself by your intentions. It just doesn't work that way.

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Grant Taylor: With God, nothing is impossible. God flooded me with so much so much so much thoughts, that i just broke down.. but cuz there's so many ppl in that IMR, i silently teared.. haha..